♠i once said.Its all me yea?
Saturday, March 21, 2009 -{'8:52 AM

Hello world here i am updating again? So its a saturday night and i have been at home the whole day yea? Been doing alot of reflection and stuff on things.God i have been at home the whole day and realise how meaningless sometime i lead my life.Started as a simple guy with simple ambitions and eventually getting my pride in the way? haha, its funny if u think about it.Life changes really fast and how quickly that few seconds could either save one life or crush someones biggest ambitions?
A blue bird once flew past and said: " Don't be a Jack of all traits Nicholas,
Just a master of one?"
That day it really took a hold of me and i was like Gosh O.o is this what i really wanted?Or something i thought people will see me as? oh welll i wish i could just type my brain out right now but i have piles and moutains of homework waiting for me.I have gotta do it or mdm nora is soo gonna kill me as well as the other teachers(neither would i want to dissapoint any of them do i?) After all this IS my repeated year...and Hell i should be doing better than the rest of the class?
Push it harder Nicholas
Nick what do u want in life? NO one to prove wrong but myself to Control.Prove it to myself yea? Show that those that have been by my side has not been wasting their efforts yea?