Hello RED dot!
okkk guys im finally back and gosh there have been events going on!!
(gonna just take a mini break from reality and starta posting!) 

Oookk...here are the stuff tat have been happening:
-Sec 1 camp
-Regin's birthday
-Meet ups with my ol'long lost primary school matesss!

First thing first,hehe sec 1 camp.
Hopefully i wont be ending up just posting this event cause goshhh its long and im not even sure whether i can recollect everything here.
first day as usual it'll start off boring with all the speeches and regulations(BUT HEY,without those the sec 1 camp will probably end up in a killing spree or something)
This year batch is okkkkk~ i guess :D but my class was awesome! gooo guys :D ,Well they'r not exactly perfect and stuff but stillll they'r awesome...-.- haha am i even making sense..?
SOOOO first it was bag check and GOSH! i found like a whole picnic basket of some sort???All sort of stuff was found in this year sec1's !Even a 1.5litre Coke...i mean GUYS? lols its sec 1 camp,not a holiday leisure camp ? hahah anyways back to the camp,after that was check in,CLeaned up the classroom layed down the rules and off to ice breakers! (weeee) lols love ice breakers...Getting to know the people u  dunno well better and stuff,Looking at the sec 1 camps bond really brings up memories dun they?(*sigh i miss my classs! xD ) OK moment OVER! nexxt! Team building ahha hilarious stuff happen,SHan't elaborate or it'll end up one HELL of a boring speech :D 
OH BUT! one thing must highlight,WE went through BUTTER HILL haha Gosh it was fun!Reliving my sec 1 life? Gawd i miss my class :(   .  ANyyyways second day went through more team building games and the ohhh sooo frigging torturous SIlent meal....lols i admit i did talk a lil too >< haha.THird day was rather sad atmosphere was tense but we instructors had to make the best of it :D and im glad or rather hope that i made a impact on the sec 1's life yea? haha GO 1/1!!
Now Regin's birthday.
lols it was hilarous went wit claudearrrr!~ hahas :DD was all fun went between two places.Vivo and Jurong point.Haha lazy to post too much abt what we did but One phrase explains it all  "Tiramisu smells like rotten egg" 
Thank you :D ahha 

LASTLY! I MET Up with 2 of my logn lost primary school friends :D One in which i never got to know.
-Kathleen(*meowww)
-Roxanne(*wofff joey!)
haha it was all fun :D 

Well life goes on as i expect more and more from it.
or at least,i wish i had more expectations from myself as i failed again and again and again.
Theres something wrong wit me..too many barriers to break.Too many misunderstandings to clear,too many contradictions i wish i could sort out.


*failing over and over again aint fun trust me.I just wished i had someone to talk to about it.I turn left and right as i head through the valley of waves.The serenity was too much,and so was the loud hailing through the echoing hall.what do i want?


As i spelled my name out again,i asked