My past i looked through the window,
As i saw life takes it by force,
i wish lord,I died on my cross
Perhaps Selfish desire took me by storm,
as the wind blows and the stars stared down
little holes on heaven's floor they were
my soles tightened and my mind poured,
like the storm of the never-rain,
i sat there and cried,
I closed my eyes and said goobye

I continue to stare at my bottomless pit,
I wondered how i dug so deep,
I sat there helpless,
Hoping for a ant to lend a hand,
I swore i needed a friend to bury me,
Tears Tranquilled,as i said below,

'You'll only love when its gone,so I died for the people around"
"Please describe me,ohhhh~ how i feel"
"How'd I just sat there and saw my life unplug"

I've been a victim of
A selfish kinda love
It's time that I realize
There are some with no home
Not a nickel to loan
Could it be really pretending that they're not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed out dream
(Washed out dream)
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

hell yea~

Perhaps i've found the road to somewhere,
somewhere in HIS grace.

"his"? whose his? what is his? sometimes i wished i could find myself in his arms? or maybe hers.than it would sound better yea?

a short post of reminder to me

Blogger is screwing on me again.ANd i just really need to blog this down but i have really no idea what happened last night....CAN someone feel me in?
I'm just so confused.I don't know anymore,i wished u'll underestand how we were the pass 7 months?

Thats it

Perhaps it was the expectation or that false belief in a miracle of doubt.However i say it , im just to say i cant make the words i want out to release between these two front doors.Perhaps its the way u say ur jokes or the simplest sentences u say that draws me back to 'it'.Perhaps i just really couldn't give a shit about my pride anymore and lowered my minor self into nth,or perhaps a size of a bacteria.
Why the flare of emotions came out as colourfull as rainbows u see in the sky.Or the simple colours that got mixed into secondary ones? I have  really given alot of thought and perhaps None of these thousand words could compare to your simple five line of words.Pouring myself in to such parts of life,the outburst of my emotions could simply take me flying of somewhere else.Perhaps u dont want any part of this.
but.......
"perhaps" i do.....
-Nique-

I love basketball......err..but not like that (HERE YOU GO YIMLING!)

hey guys :) Well i just wanna say i love POWER RANGERs :) (who doesnt?)

Well guys! im back :) and finally some stuff to post on.
First of all as ya'll know i went to Janice party yesterday? OH now that i've said that HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY JANICE!! :) hahas, ok back to the party.So as i said i sorta have a feeling the party is going to be eventfull right?Well yea it was.Alot of the ol '1/2' ppl went and of course there were the issues that we had with each other.But all together it Was D-O-P-E in a very very very different sense and yes i said the word brian! incase ur reading :) Some people may see it,Some people may not! but hell to that cause as long as  i know im happy.So yea Drank abit here and there as life continues hahas.I went to cook curry at Dulcie's house first though i didnt do anything haha it was fun.To finally go back to my ol'classmates and feel the sense of maturity up to level.All left soon at around 11:30-11:45.Thank god i managed to catch the 'last bus' and by than it was nearing twelve! which means :  first: its janice birthday
                                       second:Hell gate is opened!(at bugis stated by He An)
hahas so yea those that went to the party should think of the changes it did? hahas :) FUNNNNsation.
Oh and now that that is done and over with,on with updates ON ME! ( i know u guys have been waiting for this!~) muahaha lols -.- 
First i cutted my back hair,before that my back hair could fold over my ear (pictures would be posted)
Second i may be signing up for O school recital! (OMG)
Third i miss micheal jackson now for some reason ( f* i aint gay)
Fourth I'm going night studyy~(study study study)
Fifth i'm going to end this post ...
as we chatted the times passed in awkardness,yet i knew there was that glimpse of "IT"