Perhaps it was the expectation or that false belief in a miracle of doubt.However i say it , im just to say i cant make the words i want out to release between these two front doors.Perhaps its the way u say ur jokes or the simplest sentences u say that draws me back to 'it'.Perhaps i just really couldn't give a shit about my pride anymore and lowered my minor self into nth,or perhaps a size of a bacteria.
Why the flare of emotions came out as colourfull as rainbows u see in the sky.Or the simple colours that got mixed into secondary ones? I have  really given alot of thought and perhaps None of these thousand words could compare to your simple five line of words.Pouring myself in to such parts of life,the outburst of my emotions could simply take me flying of somewhere else.Perhaps u dont want any part of this.
but.......
"perhaps" i do.....
-Nique-